Breathe In For Luck

My hair is too long. I’m too hyper. I’m weird. I care too much about everything. I miss it way too much. I struggle to tell my best friends what it is. I want to but I can’t. I like being sore. I love the feeling of my muscles aching so much I can’t move. I freak out sometimes about commitment yet, I want to be in love. I’m kind of a hot mess sometimes. I can’t really explain it but I love myself the way I am. It’s me, take it or leave it…

If you leave it, it’ll be your loss.

I miss it.

“I hate the sterotypes so much. It prevents people from doing what they really want to do. I know what I want to do but I’ll probably never rack up the courage thanks to every single sterotype people say about it… and the hate my friends have for it” -anonymous

Read this quote today. Thought it was awesome!

Je veux te dire que j’ai besoin de vous mais d’I’ mais m’effrayé

*I want to tell you that I need you but I’m afraid*

Je veux te dire que j’ai besoin de vous mais d’I’ mais m’effrayé

*I want to tell you that I need you but I’m afraid*

Gymnastics is starting tomorrow and I’m starting to annoy her with my hyperness about this. I am so insanely hyper it’s not even funny! It’s probably because I am so excited! My leotard is purple and sparkly!!!!! (perfect!!!!!) I just put it on and did front walkovers around the living room! haha! <3

I don’t know why but a part of me feels like things might just be slipping through my fingers…

It’s early,

Too early to be up,

I only have to do three miles I tell myself,

I remember the warmth of my bed,

I know that I can sleep for forty minutes the faster I go,

I cry,

I’m fighting every muscle in my body,

I reach the top of the hill,

I’m halfway done,

It’s a long time before most people are up but I don’t care,

I just focus on my steps.